"The soul itself is symphonic: On Psalm 96, St. Hildegarde, and singing your song TODAY"
***NOTE TO READER***
You know, it's a great thing that many people read these sermons who are not sitting in the pews immediately in front of me.
At the same time, this larger audience makes preaching complicated. For example, this sermon mentions the untimely and tragic death of a church member the day before--therefore a palpable grief was present in the room as it was being preached, a feeling and a spirit which cannot be relayed in print.
This sermon also tells two different stories of my ministry in previous congregations. This is always risky to do, as I never want to misrepresent events or people, and my memory is never perfect! But I also find it so helpful to tell the stories of how I have seen God at work, in real places and among real people. If you remember things differently, I ask for your grace.
So...with that, read on, dear readers.
Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable to you, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer. Psalm 19:14
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Sermon for Sunday 22 October 2017
20th Sunday after
Pentecost
Lutheran Church of the Redeemer,
Jerusalem
The Rev. Carrie Ballenger Smith
“Pastor Carrie,
we never sing my favorite hymn on
Sunday morning. And why are we singing all these new songs? Can’t we stick to the old favorites?”
I was
hearing comments like this so often, and from such a chorus of voices, that one
summer (with the support of the church worship committee, of course) we launched
an experiment. A box was placed at the back of the sanctuary with paper and a pencil
and a hymnal next to it, and members were invited to write down both title and
number of their favorite hymns. Then, every week of the summer, our Sunday worship
would feature only these “old favorites”.
(Also known as: None of Pastor Carrie’s “weird
choices”!)
The results
were somewhat predictable. As expected, when we opened the box, it contained an
overwhelming multitude of requests for “Amazing Grace” and “What a Friend We Have
in Jesus.”
But what surprised
many was how the rest of the box consisted of papers notating almost every other hymn in the book.
So, that
summer, we sang “Amazing Grace” and “What a Friend We Have in Jesus.”
But we also
sang “Be Thou My Vision”, “Lift Every Voice and Sing”, and “Shout to the Lord.”
We sang old
songs, and new songs. We sang familiar and unfamiliar tunes. We sang hymns in
Spanish and German and chanted melodies in Latin. Some we sang in full
four-part harmony, and some we could only hum along and pretend to know (or
even pretend to enjoy).
Of course, I
was pleased that the chorus of complainers was silenced for a bit (at least on
this issue…)
But the best
thing our congregation learned that summer is there are so many songs to sing.
There are so
many songs to sing, and so many ways to praise the One the psalmist calls “great,
and greatly to be praised”, the One who made the heavens, the One who is to be
feared above all “little g” gods.
There are so
many songs to sing: so why, oh why do we keep singing the same tunes?
I would say
humanity is like a broken record, but that would show my age.
Maybe I should
say that humanity acts like it doesn’t have WiFi, and is therefore forced to play
the same songs from the ancient iPod it had in Middle School.
There are so
many songs to sing in this one precious life, on this one exquisite earth, but humanity
chooses instead to pound out the drum beat of war, and division, and hatred.
Humanity
chooses to sing love songs to money and privilege and power over others.
We sing
occupation, and walls, and checkpoints,
We sing racism
and acceptance of sexual assault and homophobia,
Our broken
and sinful humanity chooses, time after time, to repeat melodies of fear, to
add harmony and counterpoint, to remix them for new generations:
We sing the fear
of change
Fear of difference
Fear of
death
And fear,
even, of life and living!
There are so
many songs to sing, and yet war, hatred, power and fear remain the soundtrack
to our lives.
I can just
imagine the Beloved Creator waking up again to this same old soundtrack and
saying,
“People, please! Please sing me a NEW SONG.”
Please sing
me a song of praise.
Please sing
me a song of delight in my magnificent Creation.
Please sing
me a melody of mercy,
Sing for me your
delight in diversity and your love of living together,
And for
goodness’ sake, give me a good bassline: a foundation of justice for the poor
and the oppressed.
It’s all about
that bass, Amen!
For as the
psalmist proclaimed:
“Sing to the
LORD a new song; sing to the LORD, all the earth.
Sing to the
LORD, bless the name of the LORD; proclaim God’s salvation from day to day. Declare
God’s glory among the nations and God’s wonders among all peoples. For great is
the LORD and greatly to be praised, more to be feared than all gods.”
Now, at this
point in the sermon I want to stop and acknowledge that your preacher is a musician.
A third-generation
musician.
My parents
and grand-parents, my aunt and uncle, and nearly everyone else in my family are
professional and semi-professional musicians. So of
course, Psalm 96 and its musical images mean a lot to me.
But I understand
there are some of you have been thinking this whole time, “I’m not singing
anything, Pastor Carrie. I can’t carry a tune in a bucket.” And I get
that.
Perhaps you
feel the way I would feel if the preacher stood and gave a sermon based on a
sports analogy!
And yet, for
those of you who feel musically disinclined,
For those of
you who say you could never sing any kind of song,
And especially
those of you who wonder if you even have
a song to sing,
I want to
introduce you to Hildegarde of Bingen.
Hildegarde
was a nun, an author, a mystic, and a composer of music: a true polymath. She
lived in the 11th century, around the time this chapel was being
built, as a matter of fact.
Because she
was a musician herself, Hidegarde often wrote about God as composer, and of Christians
as making the music of God.
In her work “Illuminations”
she wrote:
“All of
creation is a symphony of the Holy Spirit which is joy and jubilation.”
and:
“O Trinity,
you are music, you are life.”
She also
wrote:
“The soul
itself is symphonic.”
The soul
itself is symphonic!
Your soul, itself, is symphonic!
In other
words: No one is tone deaf.
No one is
unable to sing praises to the one God, the creator of heaven and earth.
Not one
human is consigned to sing the song of the powers and principalities, or the
song of despair.
Not one of
you is left out of the choir, for you yourself already possess the song of the
universe. You know it already, deep within you.
As Hildegarde
wrote:
“The marvels
of God are not brought forth from one's self. Rather, it is more like a chord,
a sound that is played. The tone does not come out of the chord itself, but
rather, through the touch of the Musician. I am, of course, the lyre and harp
of God's kindness.”
Dear people,
you are not the composer – you are the singer.
You are
singing the song of God, and the melody of creation.
Every day
you are sounding out God’s chords of
peace and justice,
Love and
mercy
Gentleness, Kindness,
Prophetic witness
and godly troublemaking.
Therefore, when
the psalmist proclaims, “Sing the Lord a new song”, this is not only a message
for Shadia, Brittany, and Karis, and the other trained musicians in the room
today. This message is for each one of you. For those who have good voices, and
those who don’t.
Psalm 96 says
even the sea thunders, and the fields are joyful, and the trees in the wood
shout for joy!
Therefore, sing
your song! Sing it loud. Sing it
proud. For great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised!
Majesty and
magnificence are in God’s presence!
Power and
splendor are in God’s sanctuary!
Sing, dear
people, and not only because the psalmist told us to, and not only because we
happen to like the hymns chosen for today.
We sing, because
as Christians, we believe God sang a new
song on Easter morning.
God sang a new song through the resurrection of
Jesus Christ. On that glorious day, a new song of liberation, of hope, of life,
of love, sounded throughout the whole earth.
Jesus
Christ, crucified and risen, is himself
a new song, sounding out across time and space. The witness of Jesus’ birth
under occupation, his life and his teachings, his execution by the state, and his
glorious resurrection in defiance of every expectation is a radically new song—a
song the world needs.
The
witnesses to Jesus’ resurrection sang a new song, too, and it wasn’t always
easy.
Mary Magdalene
and Peter and all the apostles were criticized, persecuted, mocked and even killed
for it.
It’s not
easy to sing love and peace, mercy and reconciliation, when everyone around you
is humming something different. It takes concentration. It takes courage. It
takes fortitude. It helps,
though, when there are two or three with you.
It helps
when there are two or three, for example, who might join their voices with
yours, who might even sing in harmony.
This
morning, I am very aware of the untimely death of Redeemer church member Ilja
Anthonissen. Ilja was a lovely man, a man of faith, a father and a husband and
truly a gentle person. I admit, I
never heard Ilja’s singing voice, although he often sat in the front row! I have no idea if he was a good musician.
But i do know Ilja sang
his particular song of faith every day, here in Jerusalem and in his home country.
And I
although I am confident that Ilja is singing with the angels today, I am heartbroken
for Marleen, Marieke, and Nils, his wife and children, and for the Dutch
Christian community here in Jerusalem, which benefited from his faithful and
loving spirit--which benefited from his voice in our little choir called Redeemer.
Partly as a
result of Ilja’s untimely passing, I confess that this morning, I am feeling,
in a real way, the urgency to sing my own song of faith and love, every single
day.
RIGHT NOW.
Earlier this week, as I contemplated Psalm 96, I also thought about
Conrad.
Conrad was a
confirmation student in my previous church.
Conrad had
both Down Syndrome and autism, and was not verbal. And yet he had been part of
Sunday school and confirmation classes throughout school. His parents were unflagging
advocates for his inclusion in every aspect of school and church life.
When it came
time for Conrad to be confirmed, I wondered how we would handle it. One part of
the confirmation curriculum was for each child to understand his or her
spiritual gifts—and then to commit to using that gift for the good of God’s
mission and the good of the church.
So what was
Conrad’s gift?
How could we
know his spiritual gift, if he couldn’t do the test?!
But we didn’t
need to do the traditional “spiritual inventory” test for Conrad.
Instead, his
classmates answered for him. They said:
Conrad smiles.
He always smiles. He makes us feel
happy and welcome.
And it was
true – Conard was always at the church door, overjoyed to see each and every one
of them and to shake their hand.
I think now
about what a gift that truly was: You may not remember middle school, but I
know that in your early teens, life is not often filled with smiles. Life is
often full of anxiety, and judgement from others, and worry over clothes and
relationships and futures and grades.
And then
there was Conrad.
Conrad, with
his bright smile.
Conrad, with
his eager handshake.
Conrad, always
singing his melody of wonder at the beauty of creation, the beauty of humanity,
the beauty of his friends at church—without words, but with every fiber of his
being.
On the day
of confirmation, when all 25 of the students lined up to be confirmed, Conrad was
with them in his red robe. He was so proud.
But there
was one more part that worried me. Part of the service required that I go down
the line and ask each student, in turn, if they affirmed their baptism in the
name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and promised to live
a life that reflected that baptism.
Each student
was supposed to say “I do, and I ask God to help and guide me.”
When I got
to Conrad, I asked the same question. He looked at me with his brilliant smile,
and then gave me an enthusiastic “thumbs up.”
Sing to the Lord a new song;
sing to the Lord, all the earth.
Sing to the Lord,
bless the name of the Lord;
proclaim God’s salvation from day to day.
Declare God’s glory among the nations
Declare God’s glory among the nations
and God’s wonders among
all peoples.
For great is the Lord and greatly to be praised,
For great is the Lord and greatly to be praised,
more to be feared than all gods.
I hope this
morning that it helps you to hear once again, that each of you has a song to
sing: and you don’t need to compose the song yourself.
This new song is
bursting forth from God’s beloved creation…from within you!
All you need
to do is let it sound out.
You are
singing praise to God already.
Every note
Every chord
Every drum
beat of peace, love, and justice, sounded in the name of Jesus, crucified and
risen:
This is the
music for which we were designed.
You were composed for this.
Amen.
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